hellooo!

how's everyone doing?

im basically here to emo for a while then i will be fine soon:)

i just started with my new posting which is therapeutics & sexual health, supposedly the slackest posting of all. but i aint feeling any slack. because i realise i left my brain somewhere and am trying to find it back now. actually im alright until i had my first pbl and i feel extremely demoralized man! i came out, unsure of even what's the learning issues. there's 4 subtopics and whatever we focus on in imu, falls under only 1 pathetic subtopic. half the time, im trying to understand what they are talking about. so yeah, got a bit of adapting to do.

i realise the company matters a lot a lot. because im missing everyone here.

when i go to the library, i sat there for less than 10mins and decided to head back. you know im the type who likes to see friends around, talk to people when im bored of studying. i can walk into the imu library feeling i know most of the ppl there. but now when i walk in, i dont know anyone. there's no justin to tell jokes or teach some funny stuff. there's no one else to yoyo to.

its quite depressing and i cant possibly get to know everyone in the library cos diff people walk in and out, and all from different faculties.

actually it can be really nice here, but we need friends to share the simple joys with. like when the weather is good, i take a walk around and i see pretty living things, i always feel like i should just turn to someone next to me and exclaim ignorantly. somehow i need to find someone who wont think im some childish person who hasn't seen yellow leaves falling from the tree before. in short, im still on my way to find people i can click with and spend time together-gether.

yupp, thats pretty much the depressing stuff.

i will be fine. sometimes its just the gloomy rainy weather.

cheers!