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Hello.. It always happens to me that blogging is more like sharing something that has been processed.. and in our blog, most of the time is a positive sharing.. But now i m typing this without much brain power.. in fact i m quite tired actually..

Last nite was one of the longest night in my life.. is a very rare night that i wish i can see the sunrise faster.. i was in the hospital accompanying ahma. she was admitted yesterday due to chest discomfort.. and she actually suffered a difficult gastric pain last night because she could barely eat.. her condition is better during day time but not so good at night.. and as i was the only one by her side during the midnights, i actually worried much more than others.. Some relatives visited her during day time and she seemed to be fine..

We are always taught to address patient's worries and concern. But only now i know, how difficult it is when it happens to someone close to you.. it is so hard.. so hard to address her fear.. because you yourself are afraid too..

The only joy I have this few days was when my cousin is beside me.. She is a source of humour.. By being the way she is, she actually gives so much comfort to me. i bet she didn't know that. But i truly feel it these few days.

Life goes on..... ups and downs.. Life made you learnt when they didn;t give you what you want

Ahma will be fine :) She will.. if there is a will, there is a way...