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hi everyone.. i know it is a weird timing to write a blog now :) but i really feel like share abit of my feelings here.. i guess the past few days have been extraordinary for us.. the stress of exam has pushed us to a point that we may never think of.. at least, to me it is.. and to an extent i feel that there is just another Xinying controlling me.. i am just like in a total sympathetic mode with full of rationality.. not hungry not sleepy.. only until today i feel that i have gradually come back to myself.. and I started to FEEL..

Honestly what i feel now is a mixture of feelings.. was talking with Shihoay just now in the balcony and looking at vista and IMU from that spot really made me realised that there were so much memories in many little corners around here.. moments of ups and downs.. pictures of so many people came across my mind :)

tomorrow is the OSCE exam, but it is also the last day that the whole M207 batch will gather together,, and after that, M207 will be a history of IMU.. and i would like to thank every single person and challenge in IMU that had taught me so many things in this 2 and a half years.. i have learnt alot and discovered more about myself :) and if there is one thing that i would like to share about what have i learnt, i would say is the understanding of love.. i learnt not only how to love others, but to love myself as well :) all the difficulties and challenges made me understand that - no matter what seasons of life, i should never forget to love myself.. to give myself a pat when i am down, to reward myself when i deserved it, to give the best of myself because i believe in my potential, to be patient with myself, to admit my mistakes and continue to learn and to endure in some hardships because i understand it is good for me and made me grow :)
Sometimes we are so busy searching in every corner for a perfect one who can always understand us and lend us a shoulder to lean on at the correct time, and we are willing to invest all we have on that person... only after searching for some time, i realise that the one person that i am searching for is myself.. the person i should invest on is myself.. because i understand we cannot expect there is someone who is convenient to be there for us every time :)
and i really want to say a BIG THANK YOU to all of you, thanks Jeannie for all the encouraging and interesting posts and sharing of knowledge, thanks Wheiying for practising OSCE and also mms session with me and also your sunshine smile that always made me feel warm, thanks to LayQueen for always activating my smile reflex especially with yummy food, thanks to Shihoay, my regular dinner and drama watching accompanion who always provide me source of entertainment, thanks to KaiRou for the knowledge and attitude in studies that made me learnt, thanks to Justin for his jokes and also multilevel thinking questions that made learning so interesting, thanks to Yingsee for sharing of knowledge in OSCE. thanks to all milers juniors and seniors who always motivate me with messages, thanks to my wonderful housemates :) haha i really feel very xinfu to know all of you!!!

Together, we shall finish the race well tomorrow :) Good luck!